I'm walkin' through the sand...

Do u know like your life is being a mess?
Yeap. It's my world nowdays.

Where i'll live? What city? When i'll get settled? What university i'll do?

I get accept in one university 'n i'm waiting another...What the hell should i do?
I'm really lost 'n my life is really (REALLY) messed up!
I'm feel like i'm walkin' in sand...and a wind will delet my memories.

Is it normal or i'm a big stranger?
*weird*

Long, long time ago

So...There are a such long time that i don't post something here. Maybe because i do it often in myspace ( ME! ). But how myspace doesn't workin' today...I'm here!

...And i'm "poetryin"....

Change.
Change this poor smile.

Change this lazy mind.
Change this fake life.
Change this money lover.
Change.

-ds

PS:

Coz...What do u need to be happy?
Do u wanna carry all this weakness in your shoulder?
Or

Do u wanna a real smile?

Some people are really weird. They need a fake life. They need a fake happiness.

So: What happiness is?