I don't wanna go to anywhere
I don't wanna go to somewhere
...
I wanna go to anywhere
If I had legs I would run
If I had mind I would believe
If I have soul...
I would love go to somewhere
...
But I have nothing
I haven't myself in my body
I have no dreams, no lips, no faith
I have no one mistery in my eyes
I have nothing
...
So I'm here alone
I'm lying to myself
that I don't wanna go to somewhere
I don't wanna go to anywhere
I don't wanna laugh
I wanna nothing
I wanna be anything lost in somewhere
maybe
in this darkness inside me
maybe
I really don't wanna go to somewhere
anywhere
where?

Heya!

What can i say?
What can u say?
Why everybody say?
Tell me, tell me, tell me...

People are talkin' around.
This mess is in my head.
This mess is in my mind.
People r talkin' around.

What everybody say?
Why everybody say?
Why no one say?

Messin' around
Messin' around
Messin' around...

Stop! Don't talk!
Stop! Don't think!
Stop!Don't breath!
STOP!

I just wanna be in silence.
I just wanna feel this quiet air.

Messin' my mind
Messin' me in troubles.
Messin' my mind

My messed messed life.

i'm back!
Did u miss me? No one miss me.
Anyway. I'm in university,in a poor computer. It's sad.
Anyway again.

I hate someone

I don't wanna think today to write this words. U know, i don't need a poetry, i don't need sweet words. I need express myself. I need say to everybody: I HATE SOMEONE.

Have u ever hate someone? Have u ever feel something inside u that u can't explain? Have u ever wanna do a terrible thing to someone?

yeap. I do.

I know it's really terrible 'n sad 'n cruel. I know i won't go to paradise or something like that. And do u think i'm scared? No, i don't.
I wanna someone fucked up! I wanna someone suffer...

I hate someone.
I hate someone.
I hate someone.

I should hate myself because of it too. But i can't feel it. I can't hate myself just because i hate someone.

Well, i don't know what i'll do. But i know i'll do.
I won't kill someone. Don't be worried.
I just wanna teache a thing for someone:
Never play w/ me if u don't wanna i play w/ u too.

Can u understand it?

I just wanna PLAY too.

Why? because i hate someone
i hate someone
i hate someone...

I'm walkin' through the sand...

Do u know like your life is being a mess?
Yeap. It's my world nowdays.

Where i'll live? What city? When i'll get settled? What university i'll do?

I get accept in one university 'n i'm waiting another...What the hell should i do?
I'm really lost 'n my life is really (REALLY) messed up!
I'm feel like i'm walkin' in sand...and a wind will delet my memories.

Is it normal or i'm a big stranger?
*weird*

Long, long time ago

So...There are a such long time that i don't post something here. Maybe because i do it often in myspace ( ME! ). But how myspace doesn't workin' today...I'm here!

...And i'm "poetryin"....

Change.
Change this poor smile.

Change this lazy mind.
Change this fake life.
Change this money lover.
Change.

-ds

PS:

Coz...What do u need to be happy?
Do u wanna carry all this weakness in your shoulder?
Or

Do u wanna a real smile?

Some people are really weird. They need a fake life. They need a fake happiness.

So: What happiness is?

Beach!

So, I went to the beach.
So, I laugh a lot.
So, I swin.
So, I did many things that everybody to do on the beach.
So, I'm HAPPYYYYY a lot now.
So, I've incredible friends.
But, I feel that I need to something more.
Really I don't know for what my heart is calling.
When I look to my sky, I know that I'm needin' to see another stars.
When I walk through my streets, I know I'm needin' to see more people.
I wanna know more places.
I wanna know more languages.
I wanna stay in everywhere.
Why I'm not totally happy?
Why I'm always searchin' more?
It's so hard to say...But I think someday I'll find what I'm lookin' for.
Someday I'll find my peace lost.
Someday...
When it's not happen...I'm keep goin' to my beach, w/ my friends and lookin' to my stars...
Yeah, I'm still lovin' my Brazil, and my litlle side of the world!
I'm thinkin' so much today. Maybe I need to sleep!
=P

I'm sorry

What are u lookin' for?

What are u hopin' for me?

Do u want me to become a hero?

But I'm just human, like u

I'm sorry

If I can't save the world

I'm sorry if I can't fly

I'm sorry but you make me worry

I'm sorry if i don't wanna carry you again

Your friendship is important to me

But you're so empty and

I can't live with you anymore

You hope I'm a hero to save you time after time

But I'm just human and

I don't have nine lives...

I'm sorry
If I can't save the world
I'm sorry if I can't fly
I'm sorry but you make me worry
I'm sorry if i don't wanna carry you again

I won't be there,

when you're drunk or higher

I won't be there,

when you being a thief,

I won't be there...

I'm sorry... maybe I'll pray for you

If I start believin' in God,

maybe I won't,really, I'm sorry...
(Drika Scannell)